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.::3azooz::.Dedicated To A broken soul 11/10/2006 inspired by my BRO's PM:) (ala khaled;))You drifted far, far away Like a stormy sea makes a boat sway But on one fateful day The pain you gave me will be repaid My heart is no longer yours to keep You are nothing but a slime and a creep You've gotten me in this really deep The hill you made me climb was steep Our lives will never mesh as one For you've gone from me like the setting sun But our battle has only just begun You've left me cold, alone and stunned I have nothing left for you to take You are nothing but a liar and a fake You didn't care what was at stake My heart you'll never again re-take dedicated to hi6oo wala za3alha:PWhen did people stop believing? When did our troubles start heaping? Sorrow on top of misery without treating Living our lives without any hearts beating Drifting through it without having any meaning Keeping away from that feeling Of despair, melancholy or loneliness Is this all that we posses? Love is no more than a dream written about in the press Yet we run after our hollow dreams in distress Drifting through life under pressure and in stress We feel the need to scream but nevertheless Our mouths are closed our lips are pressed… 06/08/2006 doom?Words coming out from the heart it's what we like to call ART a poem hitting the pain like a dart n though the end is unkown we start in this path of love this stream of limtless parts playing our roles as we flow towards the doom and life as joyfull as it may be it is still so gloom a wicked witch flying on her broom torturing us with her dreadfulness tieing us with a thred of loom yet we stand so ignorant and inoccent waiting for our awaited doom.... 31/07/2006 feeling wrongwhat is wrong? why did i stop being strong? i've known that fact all along but still i decided to long to wait to love to feel a stone above my heart and be all alone even when she is talking to me or by my side i just no longer feel alive but i need to survive for her eyes' sake i can't bare to make another mistake or be furthermore that fake i used to be..... 16/06/2006 i remain...It's here all over again
the struggling and the pain
What the hell is wrong i shout in vain
how do they always ruin me it's just becoming lame
i know i can't chose my family and it's a shame
as i grow and change but they stay the same
my hatred grows with my reputation's name
i tried to escape but alas i remain
against my will or not it's not the aim
i need to survive no matter what i claim
life is striving for fame
i would just rather go n jump into the thames
end this worethless life
still i remain...... 26/05/2006 SHEShe By: Elvis Costello She maybe the face I can't forget. The trace of pleasure or regret. Maybe my treasure, or the price I have to pay.
She maybe the song the summer sings. Maybe the chill the autumn brings. Maybe a hundred different things, within the measure of a day.
She maybe the beauty or the beast. Maybe the famine or the feast. May turn each day into a heaven or a hell.
She maybe the mirror of my dreams. The smile reflected in a stream. She may not be what she may seem inside her shell.
She who always seems so happy in a crowd. Who's eyes can be so private and so proud. No one's allowed to see them when they cry.
She maybe the love that cannot hope to last. That comes indeed from shadows in the past, that I remember till the day I die.
She maybe the reason I survive. The why and where for I'm alive. The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years.
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears, and make them all my souvenirs, for where she goes I've got to be, the meaning of my life is she...
She...
Oh She... 22/04/2006 Incomplete...?Packs of lies ditributed to all a shivirng body going down the hall with his fake smile walking beside the wall wishing he wasn't so incomplete but rather a whole still his breaths going fast like sand on a windy shore he's an unarmed fighter looking for a place so secure a soul to complete him to be pure and though he stands alone in his core he feels he'll find her somehow somewhere in a week or maybe more.............  WT If..........?What if?i was never born? What if?it's the same as being alone? What if?my heart got withdrown? What if?the soul in my body is not my own? What if?i'm sick and tired and i don't want that throne? What if?i revealed all these emotions unshown? What if?my heart and soul turned to stone? What if?my lungs were blown? What if?i have never made a sigh or moan? 16/04/2006 Life of a LOSER CH1Life of A LOSER
Chapter 1
(Meeting Loser)
He brushed his hand through his short dark hair as he drowned in thoughts his brown eyes were fixed to the computer screen gazing upon the beauty of the girl who drove him insane for so long now, Suddenly a storm began the dam just broke and a flood was near he fled to his room under a shower of screams and curses, it has become a habit of his to hide under the bed where everything seemed to go so silent, so dim, he would sleep there waiting for the storm to pass, and this time was no different. when he felt he was safe again and the storm was completly silenced he peeped out to look but the storm was only hungrier stronger more stubborn and infuriated it adored eating away his soul... and so he crawled back into his pathetic hideout so gloomy and dark praying to become Deaf! for his Mom to die! as her scream only destroies his heart and mind still he crawls under the never ending bed without a single tear being shed.... 15/04/2006 inspired by three small dotsA figureless name
or is it a nameless figure? A love, A link, A Claim the shadow of a heart soon to wither trusting the deceiving, what a shame... carried so light by his winds like a feather but when it'll end there will be nobody to blame yet stays that "i told you so" in the shade of a brother screaming in her head over and over again telling her that she caused that shiver
which she still feels in her heart, that pain which still dwells in her soul so bitter yet her body remains proclaimed 31/03/2006 Death...Eyes unable to cry
a mouth speechless yet so shy
The soul longing for its body to die
so as to spread its wings and fly
To take care of her or just to try
to PROVE that this whole thing is a lie
at last these eyes close with an infinite sigh 09/03/2006 Me N U?Is it true?
Am i like you? a lieing cheat coated with confidence without argue Am i able to hurt like you do? Am sure am not a shoe ya i mean U At least i live with a certain clue! I'm not contagiuos like a flew Attention u n i drew to us but in different ways and that is true! u r the knife and am the glue! u tear apart and i am left feeling blue...... (i used to write with such strong words and i donno what is going on) 28/02/2006 untiteledis it ever gonna be the same?
or am i just bein so damn lame?
walking all over the place wraped with shame!
i can't see anyone that i can blame
if this is fame
then take it for it is you who claim
that i have been rushing you like a train! 01/02/2006 لا تحبينيلا تحبيني
هذا الهوى ما عاد يغريني فلتستريحي . . ولتريحيني إن كان حبك . . في تقلبه ما قد رايت .. فلا تحبيني حبي . . هو الدنيا بأجمعها أما هواك فليس يعنيني أحزاني الصغرى تعانقني وتزورني إن لم تزوريني ما همني ما تشعرين به إن افتكاري فيك يكفيني فالحب عطر في خواطرنا كالعطر في بال البساتيني عيناك . . من حزني خلقتهما ما أنت ؟ ما عيناك ؟ من دوني فمك الصغير أدرته بيدي وزرعته أزهار ليموني حتى جمالك ليس يذهلني إن غاب من حين الى حين فالشوق يفتح ألف نافذة خضراء عن عينيك تغنيني لا فرق عندي يا معذبتي أحببتني أم لم تحبيني أنتي استريحي من هواي أنا لكن . . سألتك لا تريحيني نزار قباني
24/01/2006 99 things you don't know about us guys 99 SECRETS GIRLS HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT GUYS
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his mon ey for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of
the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It 's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being
admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases
you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily
get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight doe s!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an un likable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have fin al decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch
him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain wh en he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships 18/12/2005 لا تندهشأولا إذا بحثت عن قلبك ولم تجده.. فلا تندهش !!؟
ثانيا إذا تحدثوا بالسوء عنك فلا تندهش !!؟
ثالثا إذا استغلوا ثقتك بهم فلا تندهش !!؟
رابعا إذا دمروك داخلياً فلا تندهش !!؟
خامسا إذا سقوك الحزن قطرة قطرة فلا تندهش !!؟
سادسا إذا علموك بالكراهية بعد الحب فلا تندهش !!؟
سابعا إذا أصبحت علكه مهترئه تحت أسنان الآخرين
همسة أخيرة
03/12/2005 خاطرة+own thoughtsRage is what i mainly feel yet i have just become real reality is rigid like steel i'm a soldire in battelfeild my enemy is my heart my ally is my soul so pure yet crawling on the floor i have no power to go encore i need your help god please guide me to my core i wanna know what i really feel i wanna be sure she betrayed me yet i stand on this shore i doubt the people's words but still they are pure i can't deny reality anymore it's not love it's not even a crush when i look at her know i can only see a whore a prostitute that plays with desires yet she is so near to fall
(deeply deppressed)
04/11/2005 :(Seeking Redemption or is just the potential of an unknown love a soul to have in a body that is shattered a mind splattered all over the room a brain damaged a heart broken cleaned form the floor with that small broom why oh why does cupid take me as a target untill i bleed not blood but emotions love hatred and agrresion & worst of all deppression
26/10/2005 All i want is the TRUTH!Mean what you say... Say what you mean... I just want you to be keen... Around me you were never shy... You never used to lie... Why did you have to change oh why? Although your words say otherwise... I can see it in your eyes! You are a loving heart in disguise... But please be sure to realize... That my love for you never fades or dies….
22/10/2005 don really know what to name it!!Walking down that dark street, he looks around; that’s where he used to dine, there is that tacky barber shop he used to shave in, and by the corner lit by the street’s lamp a little rosy corner where he used to say his poetry all night long with those two little ears listening in hesitation and those cute cherry little lips smiling that known angelic cute little smile, as she hears him the words enter through each and every vein and artery of the body and right through her heart to give her that shock of ecstasy! Then he kneels on his feet and a small heart shaped box peeks out of his pocket, gently he opens that box and a small golden ring shines with a diamond double its size! he utters some words that are like a complete charm as they penetrate her soul. She stands up dazzled by his eyes neglecting that ring, she hugs him tightly and kisses him gently, suddenly he goes back to reality he doesn’t understand how all those years have passed. He gazes at that corner in uttered bewilderment and decides to advance. Hesitantly he arrives to that same spot where he was hugged before 30 years, water dams are cracked and burst open as he realizes the meaning of his lonely state of mind, he has tied himself for so many years for it to end like this, he looks up to the shining night and screams with no voice cries but his tears are dry breath but his air was taken away, then it hits him like striking thunder he must get her back! his legs start jumping, running, jogging with great speed he races across that dark street of broken life as he called it, and when he arrives to that porch that well desired veranda. she shone like the moon itself he looked at her as if looking to a goddess his eyes sparkled with great love, compassionate, and care his little blue eyes where frozen on that beauty as his hands squeezed his hat in complete nervousness he wanted to call her but his voice wouldn’t let him but at last it exploded in a huge cry “I LOVE YOU, you are my first my last and my only one, you are the air that I breath the food that I eat the water that I drink! I can’t go on without you my sweet angel by my side” rivers formed in his eyes and started flowing towards his chin as he shouted, she looked with her great beauty and gentleness and drew a smile on her heavenly made face, she went down, and in that intense moment sparkles of electricity flew all over the atmosphere love was in the air, as they took each other in their arms…….Till this moment if you just listen carefully enough to the wind you can hear that scream with all it’s intensity yourself! PoemAs the moon started sleeping, That poor candle started weeping, Their hands were detached, Their hearts were crashed, No questions asked! Bout that relation that never hatched, They swore it would last, Their souls wanted to blast, And as hours passed, He was dragged from the past, Into the darker side, oh my! That is bad, She folded a wet rag, Held her bag, And went away, from that horrible rat. 21/10/2005 A MeetingBy the dock waiting for that well hoped moment it seems centuries have passed since she left last month. He stood there waiting for the arrival of the unknown wondering thinking imagining how would that moment of return would be! Hugs, kisses, hand shakes of hands or just a wave and a fake yellow smile from both... Finally the ship docks. Passengers flock people come with joy and happiness as they see their beloved ones, but there she stood, leaning on the wall, without as much as a whisper. He glances her and then advances in hesitance. “So shy yet so angelic, so quite yet so remarkable.” He thinks. Then suddenly he stops in bewilderment and a voice from inside shouts why isn’t she looking? Why isn’t she advancing? Does she even see me? Then the silenced shout goes public “Maria, I’m here” he shouts. It feels like dead silence followed though people continued their humming careless of that shout! She looks up with her heavenly face and dazzling hazel eyes a tear finds its way to the outer world as she says “Why did you do this to me, How could you after all these years of torment and suffer, Am I not to your likening?” he looks at her with great devastation “I was forced to they lured me they said you were dead!” “Well, I am dead as of that moment your hope of retrieving me has diminished!” dead silence followed… she took her bag into her hand and left slowly and heavily, carrying all burdens of the world in her little circular leather purse, and he remained just sitting there like a worthless invisible trifle, in this huge dark side of the world! PS: Both posts were written by me and no one in particular is ment! 20/10/2005 Is it worth it?Is it worth it?
Nobody listens, nobody looks, nobody cares, nobody DARES, “I Look, I listen, I care” SHE would say But HE knows SHE is driving him astray.
SHE talks, SHE brags, SHE plays, But this heart DARES not to say three words that would set HIM free Without “what if”s or “why”s! That’s the way it should be! Still remains SHE! Mocking HIS thoughts and wonders in mere irony, Playing along, shipping in a deep RED sea Made by Distress and agony. Hurting wounding torturing and killing a bright young soul For the sole reason of being a GIRL!!!
And when HE lays deep under the ground, So peaceful and sound, SHE sits beside that dark tombstone, Weeping in grief yet all ALONE!
So all people who are reading this, Don’t you dare and miss, A gentle love that comes, but with a fist, Seize that love! As you may never have such bliss, Or ever again experience happiness…
I wish you peace, I wish you health, And May GOD Bless.
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